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tink kick

*you don't have a job, so stop lying*

Posted on 2008.01.31 at 16:23
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Going Under -- Evanescence
Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)

Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom


why the hell can't she just admit that she's lying?
lying to me
lying to you
lying to herself...

I'm dying again
it's starting to bother me

she doesn't have a job.. no matter what she says, and i know this for a fact.
i've called rite aid..
i've asked about her
and they don't even KNOW who she is..

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore


her rent is only $30 a month, and yet she can't even afford that.
how can you NOT afford $30?
hell, if i could only pay that much, i'd move out of my parents' house..
i can't stand it here
(yet i stay to make my mother happy).

she's gonna get kicked out. her land lord has already told her that. in fact, they want to see a pay stub to prove that she is working
but she can't produce one
BECAUSE SHE ISN'T!!!!

I'm dying again

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again


i want to kick her in the arse.
just a big ol' kick
maybe that will motivate her
FAT
LAZY
ASSSSSSSSSS

(doubt it thought)

I'm...

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under



You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.
You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.
An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!




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